Aware Am I

I keep reading that to try to be aware or to try to be enlightened means that you aren't or won't. I understand this very well, I think. I have thought that in realizing that I know nothing, I know quite a lot. I mayhap even have figured it all out. Thus, I have introduced myself into electronically cataloguing this wonderment, tick tacking away at keys, for the moment, resting my free hand.